Decisions...

As i'm getting slammed with another winter weather storm warning and already 4 feet of snow piled up on the ground here in the northeast its making me wonder "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME...OR MAYBE THE EARTH?".   Working for your parents company doesn't give you any snow days...there is only more responsibilities..i.e...plowing the snow in the parking lot for all the employees, clearing the snow at your house, clearing your family's snow because they all work at the family business.  There is no such thing as getting snowed in...you may have a few minutes to look out your window and see the 14 inches that piled up last night but after those few minutes you know you'll be in it clearing all of it...and to top that off you know you'll be working your eight hour shift after its all cleared. Determination is key when it comes to facing responsibilities...but at the same time you also need to think smartly about what you could possibly do to help this situation.  Here comes a few fun facts about my life...Didn't want to know this but, i was conceived in Disney world florida, a week after i was born i was back in disney...every year since i've been born i've been in florida at least once but mostly on average i would be there 3 or 4 times...my father and i once took a day trip to florida when i was around the age of 3...so as it stands FLORIDA has always been a part of me...i love it as much as i love my life.  since i started looking into colleges in high school i always thought i would end up being in florida...taking my chances to go see how i liked living there full time...unfortunately an ex-gf got in my path before i was able to commit to a school in west palm beach and i decided to stay back for here and spent 5 years in college where i am now free to make any decisions i please because i have a degree and no ex-gf to control me...WAIT...i have a GF that i met a year ago and she wishes not to leave NJ.   The never ending cycle of not being able to do what i've always wanted to do because of another person i love kind of holding me back emotionally.  Do i stay or do I go? the question and decision is one that will always come back to haunt a person if they make the wrong choice...at the current time the decision is between a girl i love and a place i've lived for 23 years or to go see what my dreams hold for me in florida but lose a person i love.  lying around in a bed for 8 hours for the past two days still hasn't made the situation one bit easier...i dont think this decision could be made without both people getting hurt...but there are two types of hurt after a relationship as a wise man once told me...a hurt due to the heart lacking that persons warmth and love that its used to...this type of hurt normally last longer than the next hurt....the second hurt is the true hurt i feel like...its the hurt you feel from actually analyzing the relationship ...acknowledging the reasons behind a split...acknowledging how much each person put into the relationship...once a person is able to breakdown the causes and reason out the situation the mind is able to tell the heart that it should no longer hurt because life is all about reasoning.  newton maybe needed to discover a new theory...one that includes decisions and how they can have a negative and positive effect on a situation or person.  i'm starting to realize that sometimes hurt is best for the mind and heart...maybe its like muscle; in order to build new muscle and get stronger you must tear the old muscle...maybe you need to tear your heart and tear your mind apart with difficult decisions so that way they both become stronger.  Never have anything hold you back in life...always remember that God made you, so God should be the only one able to stop you....Make the decision...understand the hurt...and lastly...LIVE YOUR LIFE

Sincere,
LIfE


P.s. How long will you hurt? simple each person will hurt only for as long as it takes them to understand why they are hurting...the mind controls pain for the body therefore if you can understand the minds reason for the pain in your heart the faster you may be able to heal it


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